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The end is near.

{Wednesday, September 24, 2008}

Ambivalence.

I feel lost.
There's so much I want to say.
But I don't know what to say.
Feels like there's too much that I want to say at once that nothing comes out.

There's this pang of sorrow deep inside my heart every time I think about after tomorrow.

Dreading the end of a memorable journey I spent 1/3 of my life through.
Anticipating the beginning of an unknown journey into the awaiting future.

Fact is, after tomorrow, I probably won't see a lot of people again after the HSC.

Everyone will be pursuing different career paths.

Those little bits of interactions which piece up the many unforgettable memories shared throughout these six years of growing up, learning and gaining valuable experiences.

It will be after tomorrow, that we shall realise who our true friends are, because they will shine, much brighter than the others.

We will know who loved us, and who didn't.

I shiver at the thought of tomorrow, as the clock ticks away, bringing the moment closer and closer.

It is now that I am truly enlightened - by the fact that life is life, and things will change. I thought this would never end... and now suddenly it's like we're women and men

Tomorrow comes today...






























because...


I don't want this to be the end.


POSTED @ 20:37

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29

{Thursday, September 18, 2008}

While walking to the station from school yesterday afternoon, I suddenly realised how volatile our lives are. As I glanced at the familiar banner of "In Loving Memory of Jessica Wolfson" on our school gates right in front of the traffic lights of the busy intersection, waved to friends who crossed the road, bidding a simple "see you tomorrow". But how many ''see you tomorrow's" are there to go? It always seemed endless, a saying always on the tip of your tongue - without truly realising that it won't be forever. Because it's not. It won't be. Life goes on - time doesn't wait for anyone. It is an envitable process cannot be denied nor delayed, and I believe that failure to accept this will process ultimately lead to downfall.

Walking along the familiar paths we've left our footprints on all these years, I stare up at the building to be for the headquaters of Sydney Water across the road from school. I remember it's construction when it first started in year 8; the little bits and pieces added each day, forming to what is now - a high rise buildng with dark tinted glass windows reflecting the spring sun, standing proudly overlooking the carpark and the busy streets. I still remember someone saying "I wonder if that building's going to be finished before we leave school." The answer isn't that far away.

At school I walk along the same corridors I've walked since year7, and marvel at junior's delight and stressless innocence. I wish I was young like them. I'm going to miss high school a lot ='( Graduation will make me cry next thursday. </3

The end is nearing. But we must march on.


ECONOMICS '08


Class Present for Miss Meers!



Waahhh evil eyes >:)

Crystal cow from Swarovski + mirror & engraving
"Thanks for the Memories Yr12'08"



Cute bell :)



Lawl the other crystal is mine! Don't they look so cutee together!



<3



THE WALL.



Economics & Business classes with Miss Meers



Yearly Artworks!



Class photo. ECOJING 08



WITH THE ECONOMICS COW





& I don't know what to think. I have so much to tell you. But I don't know how.
I'm sorry, I wish things were back to what they were like before.

xx


POSTED @ 14:50

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{Wednesday, September 17, 2008}

But... I miss you.


POSTED @ 20:56

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