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{Sunday, July 31, 2005}

i don`t like this =[ i don`t want this. =[ go away. arghhhHhs stiLL so unhappy after so many days.. =\

when it happens.. would you stiLL stand by me? who would be with me when that happens? can it NOT happen? please?  


♥ 12:11

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stuff.

{Saturday, July 30, 2005}

sometimes.. when you have this unhappy feeling out of nowhere when everything seems to be going just great in your life.. what is that supposed to mean?

.. when i had that "arghh i`m so unhappy" nik on msn today.. i was so suprised how many convon`s popped up asking what was wrong and stuff.. ohmygod.. i realised how much people cares for me.. and how lucky i am to have friends like you`s =) i have such a big impact on you`s =P we`re all so close ehh

and umm.. yeahh thankyou to everyone ^^ i`ll try and cheer ups =) i lovee LOVE you x] <33 joanne.


♥ 21:44

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insecureness.

{Friday, July 29, 2005}

to be honest.. i feel so insecure around you. i keep trying to convice myself.. by saying everything i can think of so that i could believe what i`m actually saying. and not just that. there`s.. another person.. him.. it shouldn`t be like this.. and i`m scared of his truth. you make me feel so insecure.. especially at this moment.. i really don`t like this.. it`s so confusing.. and there`s this thought that`s been running through my head for this past week.. do i still..? after so long.. do i still? or maybe i don`t.. and just don`t realise it.. because it`s like a habit for me now.. i don`t like the thought that maybe .. just maybe.. .........................

and i don`t know about you* i don`t like the way you flirt. i don`t like the way you make me feel. i don`t like your sweetness. i don`t like your memories. because i don`t want to fall for you. especially with everything that`s going on.. with the scary thought of your truth.. our friendship? so much and so much more. i don`t know.. omg i don`t know.. this feeling.. what is this feeling? i don`t understand.. something i`ve never felt before..

so many nights i`ve wished for what seems like the most natural thing to happen to a girl. so many nights i`ve imagined what it could be like.. so many thoughts running through my head.. i`m so confused.. what should i do? what is this indescribable feeling?

ohmygod. what do you do when you feel insecure? what do you do when you can`t figure out how you feel? i don`t know what i`m supposed to do when you... arghhh~.. whatever happens.. please. don`t leave me.


♥ 21:53

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