so the exams have officially started this week, and everyone finally realised the importance and began to study harder than ever. - for most people that is, with a few exceptions. =)

what can i say, there's been some very very rough incidents this year. it's amazing how people change. ironically in life, the only constant is the existence of change. every minute detail that has been altered changes someone in some ways, even if it's not apparent. i guess what i'm trying to say is, things have been so harsh between everyone this year. notice im not neccessarily talking about me HAHAH BECAUSE JOANNE IS ALWAYS HAPPYCHAPPY WITH EVERYONE<3 ;) umm. nah.. everyone has problems and secrets deep within..

just how long can fights/arguments and "cold wars" (rofl) last for between a group of people that interacts with each other 5 days a week? on the surface, they pretend everything is all good, but behind one another's backs, they backstab like stab like hell. everyone does that, i don't deny it, i do it too ! :P because it's a pure human behaviour. but at what length would some people go, to achieve whatever it is they wish to achieve through ignoring someone else and being indifferent? what is their aim is doing this? =S

it makes me wonder.. is it better to just not talk at all and make it clear that you don't wish to converse with someone, or is it better to act all nice and decorate everything to be innocent and pretty? extremely controversial question i suppose. =S and why would some people choose to keep quiet about an aspect of someone they disklike and ending up being "pissed" at them, rather than talk it through? maybe one of the reasons is uncomfortability with confrontations. i guess that's the case with me, ughh i had confrontations. rofl, but luckily! i don't have anything to confront to someone else at the moment x) at least, i'm not the one needing to be confronted rofl.

BLAH. this is weird. my whole point of this entry is, come ON guys. there's like, 1 and a half years till we graduate and search for our own differents paths in the future, so whoever has problems with someone else should just sort it out or if not, just never mention it again and just.. join together. i understand it's hard with more people enrolling to our school and stuff which leads to separation.. but still. >< all im gonna say is, i wish things could be like before, when there was no (well, not MUCH) backstabbings and complaints about one another .. SIGHSIGH. just cut the level down ;) i'll do it too. LOL and i'll also be more considerate towards others and would learn to think from THEIR perspective if some conflict happens. see, i'm trying to be a better person. (H)

i don't want to take anything for granted anymore.. who knows what's lies ahead of us? and the obstables we must overcome? that would be when we look back to these few years we've spent together and reminisce about alll the good and bad times. i love you all so much ! it's really weird to see people who used to be so so sooo close in the past few years not even saying one word to each other. let's get back together as a big happy group okay darlings? .. or is this all just my wishful thinking? >< sigh. under the current circumstances, i cannot envision it happening soon =( . WELL i miss some people. lol. sounds weird. oh well.

anyways this entry has NOTHING to do with the title but BLAH i was supposed to write something else BUT it never came out so i dunno i just kept ranting and the above was what came from my mind. hahahahs. oh wells ): i don't feel like talking about it now . i dunno ==; there's just something that distracts me from studying for my exams. i know i shouldn't have let my guard now but it was so unexpected and aiyas. hahahas. =.= OOHH WELLS. that's not important.

YEAHH BABYY enjoy the last few years of highschool !
THEREFORE, WE MUST TAKE MORE PHOTOS =P LOL !

MUCHH LOVINGGGGGG ! <3