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yrELEVENNN ~

{Thursday, June 22, 2006}

umm? arghh >_< just when science & enguish assessments finished & went to subject selection evening .. received report .. received praise&recommendations from teachers.... what should i do now? picking the subjects for year 11 is such an important aspect of my school life.. and it'd probably affect my life after school. yet how am i supposed to choose, when i don't know whether i'm up for it or not? the things we learn now.. they're nothing like what we'll be learning next year. physics - we learn about newton's laws .. motion & etc.. next year? something way different. chemistry seemed fun this year.. but how hard is it going to get next year? ...

sigh. so far, the only two subjects i'm sure i will do, and can handle, is advcaned english&3U maths.. yet if i was to pick economics, biology, chemistry & physics.. would i be able to handle the workload? would it be too hard for my ability? what if it's nothing i expected it to be? aahhh >___< i wish i could take a preview at what's we're going to be learning next year.. that way, it'd help me understand the subject more & decide whether i want to choose it or not. and when i go around asking people from older years, their answers always seem to contradict each other. i suppose different people have different views..

i don't even know what i want to study in uni. Bachelor of Psychology? at least an UAI of 96.8 .. Bachelor of Commerce? at least an UAI of 93.4 .. Bachelor of Medical Science? =[ and i'm not very confident on my UAI scoreeee =[ >_< .. arghhh god help me! show me the wayyyyy ! i want to make up my mind. i want to have a goal for me to work towards, a goal for me to achieve, a goal that will keep me going.

and my report.. wasn't that good. A for science, B for english, maths, histrory, geography, commerce, and IST. & C for health & PE, which i thought was really unfair, considering that fact that the teacher always says i play good & gives me merirt awards -.-'' and yagmur got A for commerce when i beat her in tests and participate more than her in class? lols! arghh glkdsgnkdlgdkfgnkdfg .. would i be able to get into selective with those results? T___T

under max streeeesssssss ~ algnsdklgndkxgnxkgmx;lgmdf;llfd but must stay optimistic huh? =) life goes onn ~ *goes to eat dinner* =D

POSTED @ 17:17

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hahas =p

{Thursday, June 15, 2006}

while everyone is under max pressure & stress from the science assessment due tomorrow , i am NOT =) because being the good student i am (and always have been rofl xP) i started early .. which means no last minute to do everything for me ! =D mwahahas ^^ i feel so proud .. first time not leaving EVERYTHiNG to the last minute =P .. err that contradicts what i said before but oh wells =p i'm cool xP i'm nerdy 8-] rarara suckshit to the other ppls =P lawL ! stupiidd sharon.. dogged me today to stay home and do science =pp hahas .. ~~ there we go jianne darling i blogged =) and hopefully you'll see this ^^ hahas

and a biggg thanks to matthew for .. everything xP <3 LOTS x100 ! ^^ wehehes

POSTED @ 21:12

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without - you

{Sunday, June 11, 2006}

hahas last night when i went to sleep i was holding on to the balloon i got at burwood .. it reminded me of mike he rofl ~ =p even though he didn't give it to me himself hahas .

anyways.. i'm stil very excited... the fact that i saw mike in real life hasn't quite sunk in.. i saw his signature.. he signed in purple marker in english "mike" .. omg *faints* i wish i got one =((

for pics&clips - visit the mike he forum in AF =) hahas . there's heappps <3 cause we aLL love him so MUCH ! <3<3

hmm .. omgg i still have to do the rest of science assessment .. but iono what to do T_T .. only did journarl&timeline TT .. i need help -.-'' loLs..

and i hope the other problem would be solved soon as well. i did what i could i suppose .. and ........

One night a guy and a girl were driving home from the movies. the boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night.

The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed and that it was time to move on.

SIlent tears slid down his cheeks as he slowly reached into his pocket and passed her a note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very street.

He swerved right into the driver's seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survivied. Remembering the note, she pulled it out and read it. ... "Without your love, I would die" ...

POSTED @ 20:58

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